This is a very succinct way of describing a struggle I have. Life moves so fast, and with isolating to my house no longer being a necessity, I find my streaming days to be more sporadic. While I love hanging out in Twitch, online, etc. I also find that having 98% of my social interactions be completely online (including my working day) can really be a bummer, especially on days I stream to no one.
I don't have any more of an answer to the guilt - I feel like there is an "obligation" this far into my streaming career (or whatever word is appropriate) but sometimes other more pressing obligations trump it in life, but it doesn't change the fact that I feel like I've let down the community that has grown around me.
This is a very succinct way of describing a struggle I have. Life moves so fast, and with isolating to my house no longer being a necessity, I find my streaming days to be more sporadic. While I love hanging out in Twitch, online, etc. I also find that having 98% of my social interactions be completely online (including my working day) can really be a bummer, especially on days I stream to no one.
I don't have any more of an answer to the guilt - I feel like there is an "obligation" this far into my streaming career (or whatever word is appropriate) but sometimes other more pressing obligations trump it in life, but it doesn't change the fact that I feel like I've let down the community that has grown around me.